Thursday, October 31, 2013

Change.

Okay, so I'm typing this in the middle of VPDP lesson.
Mr Kan actually brought me to the side and asked me why am I so different this semester as compared to the previous semester.

Come to think of it, yeah. I'm so cold and so sad now.
School is such a drag now, I used to enjoy it [somewhat]
But now, even VPDP .. I have to drag myself out of bed to go.
My only motivation to go to school is SPSU.
Maybe it's time that I stop feeling so sorry for myself
Because I know I've done a lot of nonsense in the past 2-3 months
And I'm done with that. I really am.

So here's me declaring to the everyone who reads my blog [ which is like 1 or 2 of you HAHHAA]
that I'm gonna get back on my feet.
And I'll be the happy Val again.
Imma make new[old] friendships AGAIN
And find the joy in everything I do.
There's no point being so sad.

I know that God doesn't want to see me like that.
And this is a phase I'm going through
And I'm going to get through it.

I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. 

And every single person who reads this can hold me accountable
and make sure that by next week, I will be the girl you knew again .

And if I'm not, you can scream at me all you want.
Really.


Okay, here's hoping for the best.

Thankew for reading this self-motivating post
I don't know why I'm even typing this for everyone to see, but I just
wanted to pen everything somewhere, where else better than my blog.
That not many people actually read. HAHAHAHAHAH

Okay, BYEEE

Bunny x



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