Sunday, December 21, 2014

Solitary.

HELLOOO :D

So today I'm gonna let you know a lil more about me.
As if you don't know me well enough yet.
HAHAHA
This might sound as if it's a sad post..
But it actually isn't. HAHAHA.

SO.
If you know me, I used to be someone who was very reliant on people,
I couldn't be left alone. I felt so weird.

But I guess as I grew older,
I became less outgoing, more reserved.
To the point where I really enjoy being alone right now.
I like walking around window shopping alone,
I like having free time to just sleep at home and watch movies.
Well. I think part of it is due to the fact that I work a lot
and rarely have time for myself.

OH WELL! :D

Aaaanyways

So over the past few days, I've been at
AD 2014 , as well as ICE Camp 2014

So here are the pictures from AD on Sunday, 14/12!
[P.S Yes I wore the same thing as I did last year, just that this year I had a different hairstyle and a different accessory ]



With my partner in crime, Pavan.
He's also the chairman of the event.
I'm so insanely proud of him. I really am!
He's grown and matured so much since AD last year. :D





With Rihrih! HAHAH Even though my shoes were so high
Still nowhere near his height. I will always look like a midget beside him I guess




With the Standcomm and Exco present at AD!
We celebrated Shafieq's birthday. :D


And here's my other partner in crime. PERRY! 
So glad to have him in publications this year.
Very very thankful for him!



And here's my publications committee.
Yes all of them were at AD. YIPPEE :D 
I'm very proud of them too
Having to design posters honestly isn't as easy as you think it is ><


And last but not least, my "date" for AD.
We were pretty much separated for the whole night though.
HAHAHAHAHA. 
Anyways thank you for being such a gentleman in my life.
We look hella awkward. OHWELL 

Next up, I met up with the girls on Tuesday night for dinner at 
DGood Cafe, as well as dessert at Sunday Folks :D 





Had a really great time catching up with them,
they're such a wonderful bunch of girls
And I'm really really thankful that God placed them in my life.
To hear my rants and sassy insults and stuff
And to support me at work (: 

Last but not least, 
ICE CAMP 2014! 

Here is my group, Athenians!
Honestly when I heard all the group names,
I wanted to be in Athenians.
Because.. Well..
Athena.

The other groups names were
[I AM SORRY IF I SPELLED IT WRONGLY]
Odyssians 
Spartans
Trojans
Arkadians 
Theotians 

But yeah, IMO Athenians sounds the best
[IM SORRY IF YOU DISAGREE YOU ARE ENTITLED TO YOUR OWN OPINION OKAY ]

Okay so here are the pictures!












And this is my favourite shot coz 
It shows how weird we all are. HAHAHA 

And here's pictures with ChuckChi! :D



And the sweetest nephew ever.
[the one in the middle HAHAH]

Yup! So ...
Before I end this post.
I'm just gonna say.
My ICE Camp crush.
ISN'T a camper.
Okay that's all I'm telling.
I'm never gonna see him again anyways
And I'm very sure he didn't even notice me.

Because well. I'm invisible.
Oh yea that's another thing about me.
HAHA.
People see me, people just don't notice me.
OH WELL.
Life of Val I guess :/

Okay tata for now!
Thank you for reading <3
Bunny x 
"Wanting so badly to love and be loved, but you're too scared and stubborn to let your guard down"

alis volat propriis



Sunday, December 14, 2014

O, where heART thou?

Hello, Good evening :D 
I'm down with the flu, so that sucks.
O mighty med kit pls heal meh


So today I'm gonna talk about
Me. Myself. And I.
Self-centred much? HAHAHA yea oh well.

So here's the thing.
I. DON'T. HAVE. A. HEART.
Now before all you haters start going like
" YOU HAVE A HEART OTHERWISE YOU'D BE DEAD U DUMBASS "

I AM NOT REFERRING TO A PHYSICAL HEART.
I'm referring to what you say when you say
"I'm heartbroken" .
THAT heart.

I honestly legit-ly think that I do not possess one like it.


HERE ARE MY REASONS WHY!

ONE.
If you know me,
You know that I'm the most straightforward,
insulting person.
I don't usually sympathise with people, 
neither do I see the need to.
I'm not nice with my words,
I'm direct, 
I show you mean faces and long faces when I'm unhappy.
I don't bother masking how I feel 
And I don't bother to please people
that I do not need to please
[e.g we all know we have to suck up to our superiors at work]

I have friends at school and at work.
Who always appear to be the nicest people ever.
Even if they don't feel happy with you,
they still smile and all that.
They wouldn't yell out of anger that often.
And they constantly sound positive and all that.

Trust me, that isn't a bad thing.
Sometimes I really wish that I could be like them

Okay, so here's reason TWO.

I don't have the ability to like-like someone.
By that, I mean to view someone in a romantic kind of way.
Like sure, I've dated. But I can honestly say
I've never loved any of them.
I was just attracted to them, that's all.

Over 18 years, I've had my heart broken once when I was 14.
And I guess I've never had it back since then.



OH WELL THAT ISN'T A BAD THING.

Yes, I do wish that sometimes
that I would be seen as one of those sweet little girls
with pure little hearts.

But no I'm not.
I'm heartless.
And I guess I've come to accept that.


Ok you may now stare at how bad I am at dressing and at posing for photos.
While I drown myself in what is known as SIP

As usual,
Thank you for reading.
I really mean this from the bottom of my human being.
<3 

Till next time,
Bunny x


alis volat propriis





Thursday, December 4, 2014

Living to please.

Hello!
So today's post is a little bit of a rant.

So most of you would probably know that I work.
Here's something I would like to say on behalf
on EVERYONE who works.

I DON'T TELL YOU HOW TO DO YOUR JOB, DON'T TELL ME HOW TO DO MINE.

I am extremely done with people telling me "You need to blablabla".
No, I have been trained and I know that I don't NEED to do whatever you just said.
If you REALLY have to state your opinions,
Say "Maybe you should," or "How about you try blabla".

Don't go up to someone and be like "HEY YOU NEED TO DO BLABLABLA".
Excuse you? Who's the one holding the job?

Yeah okay I'm somewhat done with my rant teehee.

In other news, I've been saving up for an iPhone 6 but..
Well. There were some complications.
Boohoo ):
There's a chance I might not get to change my phone till April or June.
:l
Another rage inducing story.

And on a happier note.

I'M DONE WITH SUBMISSIONS FOR THIS TERM
[Well, except for SIP but that's easy so IT'S OKAY]

WOOHOO FREEDOM

Hopefully that means I'll post more.
And I've been starting to try to record myself singing.
Not posting yet, but just recording.
Baby steps.

Okay thank you so much for reading! :D

Bunny x