Dysphoria

This is another not very happy post.
So any hate, goes here











I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm so afraid.
I'm so afraid of him. Afraid of everything.

Any sort of attraction is now replaced with a fear.
A fear that I cannot describe.

I woke up from my night terrors like this.

I can't . I'm so shocked.

Why are these night terrors not stopping.

I'm so afraid..

Help.

I need a hug really badly.

Let me know this ends.

Let me know that I'm not alone.

I'm so alone.. so afraid ..

I can't deal with this much longer

I'm losing it.

Help.