Someone Else.

I don't understand. Why is it when I can't get something, I would want it more than ever.

I was unsure all the way. But why am I sure now?

One more thing. Why do I always push people away?

Honestly. I may seem to be pushing them away, but..

deep down I'm screaming. Telling them to hold me close and never let me go. 

I don't know. 

But I wanna start 2014 with a big GENUINE smile on my face. 

So Val, you have 8 days to get over it.

And you will (: . 

Itoldmyselftobestrong. Ireallytried. 

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