The arrival of NUGGET! :D

Hello ! :D

So if you guys follow my insta/ twitter.

You'll recognize this face

Yes, he smiles. LIKE WHAT.

Hahah so introducing my new pet rabbit, NUGGET :D

[Credits to Kenneth for thinking of the name]

So yeah. From when I was a kid till now,

I've always wanted a dog and a rabbit.

I once had a dog, so I really wanted a rabbit.

Coz my mum really hates dogs so I figured that

I'd only be able to get one when I move out.

So anyways,

A friend of mine said a friend of hers was putting bunnies out for adoption

Of course I couldn't say no omgomgomgomg

Nugget's still slowly getting used to the new environment.

And getting used to me as well. 

He's slowly opening up though (:

Today I let him out to explore.

And he did a binky. I've never seen bunnies do binkies before in my life

And he did a lot of them before my very eyes. 

I managed to catch one of his jumps on camera [HOORAY]

So yeah, it showed that he was very happy, running around doing binkies.

And he's slowly learning to respond to "Come!"

But it'll work like 1 in every 35 times you call or something.

But hey, it's only his secondish-thirdish day here

So it's really good alr :D

Best part, he's potty trained sort of.

He pees in the potty, which I'm so thankful for

Because the pee actually has quite a strong smell

[I would know coz he peed on me when he first met me]

Anyways , most of his poop goes into the potty.

Well there are a few exceptions but that's fine.

It's just round pellets anyway, kinda easy to pick up and throw away.

Only thing is that bunnies really don't like it when you move stuff in their homes.

So like, I have to cover his eyes or let him out when I want to remove the 

pellets of poop in his cage.

Oh well. He did nip at me once when I was doing it

Before I started covering his eyes

But at least now I know (:

If you have any other bunny tips please leave a comment on this post

or on my askfm here

Okay that's all for today!

Maybe I'll blog about LockdownSG when I am not that lazy

Oh yes, I forgot to mention. I went to LockdownSG yesterday :D

Okay thank you for reading!! <3 

Much loves,

Bunny x 

A little light.

Heyhey!

So yeah, today was the best day I had so far this shitty week.
Started off with someone replying me with a very encouraging reply on my previous post.
You know who you are, I am insanely grateful. It really did brighten my day <3
Thank you <3

Secondly, a tweet that says "I forbid you from dying."
When I jokingly tweeted "OMG I DON'T WANNA DIE. HALP"
Due to some stalker thingy.
Teenage girl stalkers. No joke.

Anyways.
Even if that person meant it as a joke, it was nice
For once someone was telling me that I shouldn't die
That there's actually someone who cares or something.
It felt nice.

Then there was no lesson, only consultation
WHOOOPIE.

Yeah but even despite having no lessons,
I have no idea why but I'm feeling extremely exhausted.
I've been sleeping really early these few days.
Like, before 3.

But I still feel extremely tired by the time the sun sets.
I have absolutely no idea why

But yeah. It sucks to feel this tired.
And I really wanna be energetic
(And happy) again.

Anyways, so after I left class I had to meet a few people.
Then though it was more of like a
"YOU AIN'T ON TASK YOU SUCK BUCK UP"
Kinda thing,
A comment made me feel really good.
Someone said
"You've been doing a lot of the work right, Val?"

Like, at least someone notices.
Someone bothers and someone recognises that I've put in so much effort
And it really feels good.

I guess the good thing about being this down is that you notice the little things
And the little things can mean so much and brighten your day so much.

But then again I'm really tired of being this down. Sighpie.
Fighting day by day. It isn't an easy task
To keep on smiling as though you've struck lottery.
As though nothing is against you.
As if the world's perfect.

I'm honestly really tired and just hoping it'll get better.
And that I won't like, go back into depression or anything.
Tho I have better control of my emotions now,
there's always still a risk. Which sucks.

Sigh come on Val.
You'll be fine.

Okay sorry for my sad posts.
I'm just trying to be as real as I can.
And to show that my life isn't always perfect.
And I have no idea why people would assume it is.
Because it isn't.

I just fight.... really hard. Each passing day.

Thanks for reading!
Bunny x

Here's hoping for a good end to a shitty week.

alis volat propriis

Elusion

Heyhey okay erm
Because I've been having a really bad week so far.
Yes I do realise it's only been 2 days.
But yeah. This is gonna be a pretty sad post
Because. Well. Life happens.

We have our ups and our downs.
But I've reached a whole new level of down.
Without being in depression, of course.
I feel like there's the bottom of the ocean,
50 meters of poop, then there's me.

Well basically I'm starting to regret decisions I made.
Giving up cheer for my other commitments,
Ever thinking I could for once just being genuinely happy.

Recently it just feels as if everything and everyone is putting me down.
I'm trying to survive.
Pushing my head into the water, trying to drown me.
Yet I kick and swing my arms frantically,
forcing my head against the force and taking deep breaths,
breathing whatever amount of air my lungs can contain.
And it continues.

I understand that not necessarily everyone would like me
Because I'm that brutally honest.

But I'm sick of people going like
"Eh Val this Val that Val rages like no tomorrow"
To these people I say, yes I may lose my temper sometimes.
I get emotional.

But compared to last year?
I honestly think I've grown so much.
And if you can't see that, you're not a friend. Simply put.

And it saddens to see that so many people can't see that.
And it saddens me even more to have the people I thought were friends,
go around and say "Eh I don't like Val because dadadada" .
Isn't this very secondary school?
Like if you don't like something about me,
just say it in my face.
Why be a two-headed snake?

And also, I know your designs are waaaaaay better than mine will ever be
and I recognise that you dislike me. Fine.
But the way you phrase your words could be nicer.
Or even more professional, don't even talk about being nice here.
Jeesh.

It's funny how the people who used to confide in you
to say that they trust you and all
Turn out to be the people who stab you .
Right in the back.
WOOHOO knives are fun, aren't they?

Hahaha I'm so sick of everything.
Sick of this social world.
Sick of this home and everything.

I just wanna actually put my head in water and never come out.

Okay I shall stop here if not I think I could just keep going on
Sorry. ):

But nonetheless thank you for reading.
And if you're from DMC05 and reading this,
thank you for making my year 2 life so wonderful.
See you tomorrow (:

Bye!
Bunny x

"Yeah I'll get over it eventually and maybe even very soon but that doesn't make it hurt any less right now"

And that's okay.

Some days are good,
some days are bad,
some days are beyond what 'bad' is.
Some days you just wanna
slap everything that's in your way away
and sit in a corner
in the aircon
with a blanket
and a box of tissues
Bawling your eyes out
Coz that's how 'bad' the day was.
Bad cannot even begin to describe how terrible the day was.
And that's okay.

Sometimes your ideas get mushed.
And your efforts get torn apart, stomped on, burnt to ashes and the ashes flushed down a toilet bowl
Sometimes people don't see the effort you put in
Or the trouble you go through to produce whatever you did
And that's okay.

Sometimes everything comes crashing down in your family
Your grandparents get admitted into the hospital
Your parents are fighting
You are fighting with your parents
You're hurt by what they say
And that's okay.

Sometimes all you want is a good, long hug
And for someone to just let you know that they're there
Sometimes you just need that love and attention.
And that's okay.

Some days you need a rant
Other days you need a good cry
Some days you just need to bawl your eyes out for 2 hours.
And that's okay.

Sometimes your life get screwed up
And you don't know what to do anymore
You've tried everything
And you just want to give up.
But you don't.
And you don't know why.
And that's okay.

Always remember. It's your life.
It's okay to have ups and downs
To wanna give up, but end up carrying on anyway.
It's okay.

It'll be okay. (:

Bunny x

Another bunch of questions because I'm THAT bored

SO HELLO PEOPLE (:
Firstly, I know I've been blogging questions a lot
Well, there hasn't been much to blog about I'm sorry.
But I promise I'll try to blog proper stuff the coming week.
I've been not blogging coz I was hella busy with all my assignments
But thankfully now I've got some time to do absolutely nothing
So I've actually been sitting at home watching FRIENDS
and thinking about some stuff. HAHAHAH not ready to share that yet tho!

Also, after I've recovered from this flu bug,
Imma actually get up and do a cover! :D

So please leave your suggestions for songs that I should cover
at my ask.fm, ask.fm/iffyliciouszxc

And here's another 100 questions.
I promise no more questions for the next 5 days

HAHA here goes! :D 
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Bollinger?" I ask.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
My pillow

Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Playing Criminal Case. HAHAH

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The World Cup finals :D 

Without looking, guess what time it is
11:45?

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11:32

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My music playing from my phone

When did you last step outside? 
Less than an hour ago :D

What were you doing?
I went running, then met Ming Ze for dinner

Did you dream last night?
Yes I did actually

Do you remember your dreams?
Some of them

When did you last laugh?
Just now on the phone with Ming Ze and Vince :D

Do you remember why / at what?
Vince was being gay :P

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
"Be still and know that I am God"

Seen anything weird lately?
Nah


What do you think of this quiz?
The numbers are troublesome to delete

What is the last film/movie you saw?
TFIOS??

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
LA :D

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A new house with a gym and a pool, a bunny , a dog, a cat and a horse and a car for me and my parents.

Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
I almost drowned as a kid. I still vividly remember what it was like.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Lower the price of living in Singapore / the education system

Do you like to dance?
Yes (: It's how I express how I feel

Would you ever consider living abroad?
It's the dream man (:

Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Nope!

Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Jon. OMG HAHAH 

What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Software update

Last time you swam in a pool?
Erm. That time with WZ and MingZe. HAHAH 

Type of music you like most?
EDM

Type of music you dislike most?
Those with people screaming.

Are you listening to music right now?
Yes

What color is your bedroom carpet?
Cream :D

If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Have a pool / gym

What was the last thing you bought?
Apple juice.

Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
YES

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
BOTH. YES MUST OMG BUCKET LIST RIGHT THERE

Do you have a garden?
Nope

Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
No idea what they mean tho

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Food

If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
Jennifer Lawrence / Emma Watson

Who sent the last text message you received?
Text message? Wen Jing

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Pet store or furniture. HAHAH 

What time is bed time?
When I feel tired lor

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Erm. As a kid

How many tattoos do you have?
None ):

If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
YES

What did you do for your last birthday?
Stayed in school to conduct interviews. ):

Do you carry a donor card?
Nope

Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
Ming Ze

Is the glass half empty or half full?
Half empty. Unfortunately.

What's the farthest-away place you've been?
China? HongKong? I DON'T KNOW D: 

When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Never

Have you ever won a trophy?
Yup!

Are you a good cook?
Still okay leh 

Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Nope

If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
I have no idea.

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
From Kindergarten to Secondary School. 

Do you touch-type?
Yup!

What's under your bed?
My stuffed toys

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope

Think fast, what do you like right now?
Food and bunnies

Where were you on Valentine's day?
School ):

What time do you get up?
Depends on what time school is ):

What was the name of your first pet?
Nikke

Who is the second to last person to call you?
Dad

Is there anything going on this weekend?
Nothing more. The weekend's pretty much over

How are you feeling right now?
My right eye hurts

What do you think about the most?
Food and bunnies :P

What time do you get up in the morning?
Depends on what time lessons start. DIDN'T YOU ASK ME THIS ALREADY

If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
I would just tell my parents and best friends immediately . That's all

Who would you tell first?
Mum (:

Do you sing in the shower?
When do I not? HAHAHAH

What do you do most when you are bored?
Answer questions like these

What do you do for a living?
At the moment, Student // Gong Cha Girl

Do you love your job?
It's fun (: 

What did you want to be when you grew up?
Singer / Actor/ Radio DJ

If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
Marine Biologist / Singer/ Actor

Which came first the chicken or the egg?
Chicken!

How many keys on your key ring?
4

What are your best physical features?
Erm. No idea :D

What are your best characteristics?
Independent :D , Work-oriented 

If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
BUNNY ISLAND IN JAPAN

What kind of books do you like to read?
Fiction. Romance :D

What is your favorite time of the day?
When lesson ends.

Where did you grow up?
Singapore? HAHAH. In Pasir Ris

How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
4 MRT stops :D 

What are you reading now?
Nothing :P 

Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Night owl :D

Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Nope ): 

Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
I can! [YES I JUST TRIED DON'T JUDGE]

Do you have pets?
No I don't ): 

How many rings before you answer the phone?
Depends on how many it takes for me to notice the phone is ringing

What is your best childhood memory?
Being carefree.

What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
Flyers, Amenity girl, Gong Cha Girl, Shop attendant.

Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
I HAVE FEET OMG. HAHAH nah. Maybe the fact that I'm finally doing a cover?

What is most important in life?
Happiness (:

OKAY I'M SO DONE WITH QUESTIONS LIKE THESE BUT I HAVE NO IDEA
WHAT ELSE TO BLOG ABOUT HAHAH I'M SO SORRY.

But still. That's all for now . 
TATA! :D
Thanks for reading my third questions post in a row
Hahah I need a life.

I really do miss GP days ):

Bunny x

Significance

Just for once, I'd like to be important enough.

Heyhey so today was a good day (:
Met up with WenJing and Amal for icecream at Tom's Palette,
then we went to Suntec for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. It was gooood.
We were snapchatting our silly faces to everyone. HAHAH

Then I balanced Amal's portable charger from Suntec all the way to City Hall MRT
Number of judgments people passed on me = countless.
HAHAHA

So here's 50 more questions coz I like answering this kinda crap.
I am THAT bored.
So please entertain me at ask.fm/iffyliciouszxc

HAHAH okay on the the questions!

1. What are your nicknames? What do you prefer to be called?

Bunny // Sotong // Iffy // Delora // Aurelia // Bunnysotong // Awu awu girl // Chapteh.

I prefer bunny or Delora/Aurelia or Iffy. But Iffy is only meant for certain peeps. Heheheh

2. What books on your shelf are begging to be read?

Catching Fire, MockingJay, Fifty Shades Freed, Untamed

3. How often do you doodle? What do your doodles look like?

Everyday. I always end up drawing eyes .. with tears in them. HAHAHAH

4. What do you do if you can’t sleep at night? Do you count sheep? Toss and Turn? Try to get up and do something productive?

I watch YouTube vids on my phone till I drift off to sleep

5. How many days could you last in solitary confinement? How would you do it?

0. Coz I NEED FOOD LIKE 24/7. But I'd prolly survive the loneliness by talking to myself

6. Do you save old greeting cards and letters? Throw them away?

I am a super sentimental person. I save em 

7. Who is the biggest pack rat you know?

My grandpa

8. When making an entrance in to a party, do you make your presence known? Do you slip in and look for someone you know? Do you sneak in quietly and find a safe spot to roost?

I slip in and look for someone I know.

9. What is your strongest sense? If you had to give one up, which would it be?

Hearing. And I would give up my sight.  Then I would never ever judge someone based on their outer appearance.

10. How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?

Whenever I walk past one I guess

11. What is the strangest thing you believed as a child?

If I ate a seed, a tree would grow from inside me

12. What is one guilty pleasure you enjoy too much to give up?

Starbucks and froyo.

13. Who performs the most random acts of kindness out of everyone you know?

Can't think of anyone at the moment ><

14. How often do you read the newspaper? Which paper? Which sections?

Rarely. HAHAHAHAH 

15. Which animals scare you most? Why?

Snakes. They scary.

16. Are you more likely to avoid conflict or engage it head-on?

Head-on! :D 

17. What was the most recent compliment you’ve received and savoured?

Your new hair looks nice.

18. What is something about yourself that you hope will change, but probably never will?

My entire attitude.

19. Are you a creature of habit? Explain.

Yeah I am I guess? Like I just don't adapt

20. Are you high maintenance? Explain.

In terms of emotions, yes I guess? Like, I need to constantly have a shoulder to cry on 

21. When was the last time you really pushed yourself to your physical limits?

Long long long time ago. In cheer maybe?

22. Do you have a whole lot of acquaintances or just a few very close friends? Why?

A lot of acquaintances AND a few very close friends. I don't see anything wrong with having both

Some people just aren't meant to stay in your life for a long period of time.

23. Are you more inclined to “build your own empire” or unleash the potential of others?

Unleash the potential of others. I am incapable of building anything

24. What’s a strange occurrence you’ve experienced but have never (or rarely) shared with anyone?

Erm. Being followed? Idk

25. What do you think about more than anything else?

"What should I eat"

26. What’s something that amazes you?

The fact that I'm still alive

27. Do you prefer that people shoot straight with you or temper their words? Why?

Shoot straight. I always believe that the harsh truth is better than a cotton candy full of lies.

It may sting, but at least it's the truth

28. Where’s your favourite place to take an out-of-town guest?

No idea >< 

29. What’s one thing you’d rather pay someone to do than do yourself? Why?

Clean up after a party. HALLO. SO MESSY SIA . SIAO 

30. Do you have a catchphrase?

"Yao da jia ah" "What is up"

31. What’s your reaction towards people who are outspoken about their beliefs? What conditions cause you to dislike or, conversely, enjoy talking with them?

I'm fine with them as long as they don't FORCE their beliefs on you.

32. How and where do you prefer to study?

In the comfort of my air-con room with no one else at home

33. What position do you sleep in?

I curl up into a ball

34. What’s your all-time favourite town or city? Why?

LA. Just coz it seems so cool. HAHAH

35. What are the top three qualities that draw you to someone new?

Humour, friendliness, open-ness

36. How has your birth order/characteristics of siblings affected you?

Hasn't affected. Meh

37. If you could eliminate one weakness or limitation in your life, what would it be?

My weak heart.

38. If you could restore one broken relationship, which would it be?

With a girl I fell out with 4 years ago. (: 

39. If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to?

Valiffy/ Iffy. Or Delora/Aurelia

40. Do you believe ignorance is bliss? Why or why not?

I believe people should know what they deserve to know (: 

41. What do you consider unforgivable?

Murder, child/animal abuse.

42. Have you forgiven yourself for past personal failures? Why or why not?

No. because I can't (: That's just how I am

43. How difficult is it for you to forgive someone who refuses to apologize?

Not very. Usually I forgive them already. I just wait till they apologize that I show it to them. 

Otherwise I keep quiet about the entire matter

44.Do you hold any convictions that you would be willing to die for?

There's only one God who can save me.

45. To what extent do you trust people? Explain.

Depends on how much they deserve to be trusted. I have trust issues. Betray me once, 

never expect me to tell you my secrets again >< 

46. In what area of your life are you immature?

Every aspect is immature

47. What was the best news you ever received?

I might be getting a real life bunny. Finally 

48. How difficult is it for you to be honest, even when your words may be hurtful or unpopular?

It used to be easy. But somehow I guess society taught me to sugar coat my words or keep em to myself.. So I just do that nowadays

49. When did you immediately click with someone you just met? Why? What was the long term result? Conversely, are you close with anyone now that you really disliked at first?

I click with a lot of people immediately after meeting them. Coz they're friendly and open.

Long term result? Still friends (:

I don't usually dislike people... So.. no

50. When do you find yourself singing?

Mostly in the shower. If not it's when I just need a way to express my feelings .

Weird I know

HAHAH okay that's all for this post

Sorry if it's boring, I have a boring life ><

Okay thanks for reading!

Tata! :D 

Bunny x

I look in the mirror and I now see someone whom I don't recognise. 

TMI :O

Okay because I don't really have anything to post about because my life is like,

boring as heck. HAHAHA 

I've been going home earlier these few days

It feels HELLA GOOD. 

Pls entertain me coz my life is so boring at ask.fm/iffyliciouszxc

Anyways so.. Here's 49 questions

Not 50 coz I removed the last one as it asked me to tag someone

Like who am I sposed to tag. HAHAH 

Okay here goes!

1: What are you wearing? Ice Camp tee and Black FBTS (: 

2: Ever been in love? I guess yes. (: 

3: Ever had a terrible breakup? Nope.

4: How tall are you? 156cm. Unfortunately

5: How much do you weigh? 46kg. HAHAHAHAHAH fatass

6: Any tattoos? Nope but I really really want one.

7: Any piercings? 

Left ear: 3 on lobe, industrial

Right ear: 3 on lobe, tragus, helix.

8: OTP? Malia + Stiles, Kira + Scott, Ted+Tracy , Haleb and Spoby. HAHAHAH that's a lot. Whoops:)

9: Favorite Show? HIMYM, Teen Wolf, FRIENDS, 2 broke girls

10: Favorite bands? Paramore, BigBang [ ERM SHH ] , the Wanted. HAHAHAH I don't know I'm like half awake so I'm typing whatever comes into my head.

11: Something you miss? Having time.

12: Favorite song? Beating Heart - Ellie Goulding. Like it's on repeat and I've yet to get sick of it. So yeah

13: How old are you? 18 (: . Finally:(

14: Zodiac sign? Gemini

15: Quality you look for in a partner? Takes initiative, humorous, good listener, honest.

16: Favorite Quote? "If you want to be happy, be"

17: Favorite actor? Emma Watson, Dylan O'Brien, Jennifer Lawrence

18: Favorite color? Purple, Turquoise and any brightass colour

19: Loud music or soft? Loud (:

20: Where do you go when you’re sad? My bed. Or running. Hahahah.

21: How long does it take you to shower? Can be as quick as 5 mins. Usually about 10 mins. If I'm really sad and making life choices, maybe 20 mins?

22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? I can be as fast as 7 mins. HAHAH Erm. Also about 20 mins?

23: Ever been in a physical fight? Nope (: 

24: Turn on? Being open

25: Turn off? People with no manners, people with the princess attitude, 

26: The reason I joined Blogger? Just needed a channel to write more nonsense I guess :P

27: Fears? Being in the dark, alone. Watching someone else die in front of me. And bugs that fly. 

28: Last thing that made you cry? My grandparents being admitted to hospital

29: Last time you said you loved someone? A loooooooong time ago. I find it extremely hard to say that phrase

30: Meaning behind your Blogger Name? Mellifluous is just a nice word. HAHA . But meaning behind bouncingbunnyz. Hmm. I've been nicknamed bunny since I was a kid. And I'm like really hyperactive. So one day bouncingbunnyz just came into my head. HAHAH 

31: Last book you read? The Fault In Our Stars. Read it before I watched the movie

32: The book you’re currently reading? Nothing at the moment. >< 

33: Last show you watched? FRIENDS! Season 3 only though:)

34: Last person you talked to? Mama bunny :D 

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? Texted - I'm his daughter. HAHAHA 

Whatsapp - Hmm. He's my ''''soulmate'''' . Hahaha no lah we just have a lot in common.

36: Favorite food? Italian food/ Jap food. 

37: Place you want to visit? LA.

38: Last place you were? School. 

39: Do you have a crush? Me no know.

40: Last time you kissed someone? June?

41: Last time you were insulted? Meh I insult myself on a daily basis

42: Favourite flavour of sweet? Grape/Strawberry I guess?

43: What instruments do you play? Keyboard, guitar. And I know a LITTTTTTLE, like minimal drums.

44: Favourite piece of jewellery? My cross necklace. I don't wear it though coz I'm usually wearing my sharks tooth necklace. HAHAH

45: Last sport you played? I.. have.. no.. idea.. HAHAHAH

46: Last song you sang? Catch my breath? I sang 2 lines so I guess that counts. HAHAH 

47: Favourite chat up line? “WHAT IS UP"

48: Have you ever used it? Like everyday.

49: Last time you hung out with anyone? Not in union room? Then it's prolly Andre at the cafe last week (: 

Okay that's all. Do let me know if I should post such posts when there's nothing interesting in life to blog about or not blog at all . HAHAHAH

Anyways, thankyou for reading (:

Tata for now! :D

 Hey look I found the mango juice advertising picture from AGM
Okay bye!

Bunny x 

Reaching for the stars.

Hello hello my dear readers (:

So the past three weeks of holidays went by super duper fast
Super duper busy with SPSU and school stuff.
Ohwell. I guess that's just me making the most out of my poly life (:

Anyways, today I'm just gonna be talking about AMBITIONS
because I've had conversations about this topic on Sunday, and just now on the way home (:
So basically.
I was talking to a friend at Smoothie King [omg love that place] on Sunday.
She asked me what I wanted to be in the future.
I said "I don't know"
As in, isn't that what most of us say?
We say we don't know. We say that this is the time to try
To make mistakes, to not know where we should go or where we wanna go.
But after the comment my friend made,
my viewpoint has totally changed.
She said this.

" We know what we want to do in the future. We just don't want to admit it because it may seem embarrassing."

And honestly, that is SOOOO true.
So today I'm gonna be really open and let you guys know
AND THROW MY FACE FROM THE 10TH FLOOR
What my ambitions are.
And what I'm actually doing to go for it.

From the age of 11, I've wanted to be on air.
On the radio, to have my voice heard.
To bring joy to people whilst their lying in their beds at home,
or doing homework, playing games, driving, whatever, whenever.
To bring entertainment, news and all that.

My other alternative was to act.
I love acting.
I love totally immersing myself into a certain character.
To feel what it's like to be in a character's shoes.

Lastly, I wanted to sing.
This is one that I'm most embarrassed about
Because I honestly think that I don't have a very good voice
But I love singing.
Music brings so much joy, and empathy in a way.
Songs with encouraging lyrics can bring you up when you're down.
Music can set the mood for anything.


So yeah, you may now proceed to laugh at me for the next 15 minutes
at how RISKY and RIDICULOUS my ambitions are.

I honestly think that it's perfectly okay to not exactly have ONE ambition
Look at me, I have 3.
But we all know what we wanna do in the future, somewhat.
Even if it's not one definite way.

We need to stop being so afraid of what people would think
This is YOUR life and YOUR dreams.
Why should you be afraid of what other people say?
Afraid of failure?
Why are you thinking of failure even before you've begun this journey
towards your dream?
When you embark on that journey,
have the end in mind. DON'T let yourself fail.
You can fall, but pick yourself up and carry on.
DON'T give up. DON'T let your negativity label you as a failure.

Whatever you do, have a reason for it.
Like originally I blogged to talk about my emotions and spill crap.
But of course I have thought about actually becoming a blogger someday
Maybe, somehow. HAHAH
Not like that is actually that possible.
But hey, who knows right?

Fear has stopped me from doing so many things.
And I'm not going to let it stop me from chasing my dreams.
You shouldn't let it stop you either.

I promise to try to get a cover done as soon as I can.
I know I don't want to let fear stop me
But I also know that it takes time to overcome fear
once you've let it enter.
And of course I let it enter
Thinking that my ambitions are ridiculous and not realistic.
They ARE ridiculous, but I believe with the right steps
with the right direction, and help.
I'll get there somewhere somehow (:

I have no idea why I started with this word diarrhoea about ambitions
but I just did. HAHAHA
I just feel that we need to stop being so ashamed of our dreams
and start working towards them.
If you don't work towards your own dreams, who will?

Okay bye for now!
Do ask me questions HERE

I shall post my new haircut soon
Yes I cut my hair. It's really short now.
HAHAHAHA okay

Thank you for reading!
Bunny x