So the past three weeks of holidays went by super duper fast
Super duper busy with SPSU and school stuff.
Ohwell. I guess that's just me making the most out of my poly life (:
Anyways, today I'm just gonna be talking about AMBITIONS
because I've had conversations about this topic on Sunday, and just now on the way home (:
So basically.
I was talking to a friend at Smoothie King [omg love that place] on Sunday.
She asked me what I wanted to be in the future.
I said "I don't know"
As in, isn't that what most of us say?
We say we don't know. We say that this is the time to try
To make mistakes, to not know where we should go or where we wanna go.
But after the comment my friend made,
my viewpoint has totally changed.
She said this.
" We know what we want to do in the future. We just don't want to admit it because it may seem embarrassing."
And honestly, that is SOOOO true.
So today I'm gonna be really open and let you guys know
AND THROW MY FACE FROM THE 10TH FLOOR
What my ambitions are.
And what I'm actually doing to go for it.
From the age of 11, I've wanted to be on air.
On the radio, to have my voice heard.
To bring joy to people whilst their lying in their beds at home,
or doing homework, playing games, driving, whatever, whenever.
To bring entertainment, news and all that.
My other alternative was to act.
I love acting.
I love totally immersing myself into a certain character.
To feel what it's like to be in a character's shoes.
Lastly, I wanted to sing.
This is one that I'm most embarrassed about
Because I honestly think that I don't have a very good voice
But I love singing.
Music brings so much joy, and empathy in a way.
Songs with encouraging lyrics can bring you up when you're down.
Music can set the mood for anything.
So yeah, you may now proceed to laugh at me for the next 15 minutes
at how RISKY and RIDICULOUS my ambitions are.
I honestly think that it's perfectly okay to not exactly have ONE ambition
Look at me, I have 3.
But we all know what we wanna do in the future, somewhat.
Even if it's not one definite way.
We need to stop being so afraid of what people would think
This is YOUR life and YOUR dreams.
Why should you be afraid of what other people say?
Afraid of failure?
Why are you thinking of failure even before you've begun this journey
towards your dream?
When you embark on that journey,
have the end in mind. DON'T let yourself fail.
You can fall, but pick yourself up and carry on.
DON'T give up. DON'T let your negativity label you as a failure.
Whatever you do, have a reason for it.
Like originally I blogged to talk about my emotions and spill crap.
But of course I have thought about actually becoming a blogger someday
Maybe, somehow. HAHAH
Not like that is actually that possible.
But hey, who knows right?
Fear has stopped me from doing so many things.
And I'm not going to let it stop me from chasing my dreams.
You shouldn't let it stop you either.
I promise to try to get a cover done as soon as I can.
I know I don't want to let fear stop me
But I also know that it takes time to overcome fear
once you've let it enter.
And of course I let it enter
Thinking that my ambitions are ridiculous and not realistic.
They ARE ridiculous, but I believe with the right steps
with the right direction, and help.
I'll get there somewhere somehow (:
I have no idea why I started with this word diarrhoea about ambitions
but I just did. HAHAHA
I just feel that we need to stop being so ashamed of our dreams
and start working towards them.
If you don't work towards your own dreams, who will?
Okay bye for now!
Do ask me questions HERE
I shall post my new haircut soon
Yes I cut my hair. It's really short now.
HAHAHAHA okay
Thank you for reading!
Bunny x
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