WHOOOOOOOO
Okay so I'm very very very very proud to say
I ATTENDED EVERY SINGLE CLASS
Pat mahself on the back! Teehee
Anyways todays post won't be a like.. Extremely happy one
More of like self reflection and shit.
So basically, like things at home are kinda crappy.
And like. Things with a certain freshie also a bit.. Ugh
And also.. A group whereby I just felt so replaced in.
Hahahahha
Anyways.
So I was going through a breakdown two nights ago.
I really expected certain people to like, be there for me.
If I'm being brutally honest, then it'd be most of Ascomanni
Like, I naturally would think that they'd be there for me.
But like... The results were a little disappointing lah.
Just saying.
Especially from the Valkyrie.
Then like, even worse
There's a certain someone that I thought I could rely on
Like, she's been someone that I THOUGHT I could trust for
about a year?
Yeah. Then suddenly when everything come crashing down,
she disappears.
When I talk about like, other stuff such as gossip etc,
then suddenly appear again.
Then disappear when I need her.
Like, what kind of friend is that.
Honestly I'm so disappointed that I can't even.
Okay anyways that aside,
I'm really thankful for the following people who attempted
to cheer me up one way or another. It's actually a pretty long list
And I'm so blessed. I really am.
Be it saying 'Cheerup' on twitter or actually calling me
or even meeting me in real life just to give me a hug
I'm so thankful for you guys. I really feel that there were people to catch me
this time I broke down.
So here's the list of blessings I have in my life
HWEE EN - Best friend of 9 years and counting, I love you to the moon and back
WEIZHANG - Angel/Bestfriend/Travel Buddy, I love you to the moon and back too!
ZUL - Someone that I treat like a sister more than a brother. HAHHAH <3 much love
JEAN LONG - I wouldn't ever expect him to be one of those who are there for me,
but he is and I'm really thankful for that <3
VALERIE - Even though she doesn't say much, she sends a whatsapp to me to say
"Cheer up! " When I need it the most. And that means a lot to me (: <3
NUH - I was surprised when he asked if I was okay. I really think he's actually
not as dumb and insensitive as he likes to show. He's a wonderful person (: I'm lucky to have him as a friend <3
SHASTI - This Indian Hermit Crab has been there for me at my darkest times, I love him to bits and pieces <3
MINGMIN - She's a wonderful girl who's there for me when I need it. I love love love her <3
GWEN - Always willing to listen and sympathise with me I love love love her too <3
QUAN XI - One of my favourite nephews. I love him to bits. He's really nice and understanding
and willing to listen and cheer me up. He's so adorable. MUCH LOVE FROM AUNT <3
JOY - Like her name, she brings Joy into my life. So glad to have known her . MUCH LOVE FROM AUNT <3
VANESSA - Another blessing from Adriatic, I honestly think I'll eventually get closer to her . HAHAHAHA Thank you for being there <3
RYAN - SHOCKER. HAHAHAH But he really impressed and surprised me when he tweeted to me
Really saw a more matured side of him. Love ya bro <3
SHAZZUAN - Simple thing such as a tweet to 'cheer up' , but it really meant a lot when I felt like giving up. (:
AMIRA - Same as the one above, but she does it with so much love and all. <3 Awww
KAMARUL - Hahahah he sent me a picture of a chapteh to cheer me up the next day. So nice of him. HAhhahaha Thank you (:
Yeah so it's actually a really really really long list but I really am very very
thankful for each and every one of you who were there for me
while I was bawling my eyes out.
Sometimes even the happiest people need to break down (:
And I'm glad I broke down and let it all out.
I feel relieved, and so much happier and less burdened (:
Much much love.
Anyways I guess Imma stop my blog post here.
Thank you for reading tho it isn't much. HAHAHA
And also thank you Adriatic for all the love you've showered me with
ever since I entered the chat <3 Love y'all :D
I'll blog about more interesting stuff again soon! I promise.
Hahaha okay tata for now!
Thanks for reading!
Bunny x
I'd give anything to redo it all again. <3
- Delora Aurelia Valkyrie
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